maybe there is more than guilt that I am dealing with...
I did not achieve what I was wanting to do...I was cut down...
I was cut down three different times...called breakdowns..
I still don't understand why I reacted so strongly to what ---
was going on...what was happening..i just couldn't deal with reality..
I suppose some of the **** heads would say I was too sensitive...
and I am very sensitive...I don't like what I see going on...I don't see
all the wonderful things out there ....it doesn't seem so wonderful to me..
so they tell me to just focus on the good...not the bad...I need help on that one..