Valentines Day just passed, my oldest daughter brought me home flowers, and a handmade card, it was the most amazing gift I coudl ever ask for ever! but do I really deserve it? I soend my life hidden being miserable...why would my daughter want to get me anything? I'm not the mom I used to be....I used to play Barbies, house, everything..ever since I had my baby though I do nothing..I have no energy, I just want to sleep all the time I'm miserable, I yell all the time....I'm not the Mom I'm supposed to be...I don't deserve anything nice.....I am a horrible person