Substance abuse was the hardest to talk about. I have a really hard time believing that isn't my fault and I believe in taking responsibility for it. I feel like I am telling them I am a bad person and not just a sick person. They have mood disorders and my wife would tell their providers about mine in front of them even when I was in denial, so they have known about that but understood.
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|Up and down
|And in the end it's only round and round
|Pink Floyd - Us and Them
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|bipolar II, substance use disorder, ADD
|lamictal, straterra
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