I'm actually great. I'm about 2 months into stable for the first time in my life. Nobody has ever seen this before in me so we're being really cautious but nobody has seen a symptom in a while so we're going with it. I'm very sedated but not about to lower my clozapine which means lowering my other drugs slowly and carefully and maybe getting down to 3 drugs instead of 5. Last summer my clozapine dose had to go up quite a bit and since then things improved until they just settled. I've even lost all my clozapine weight plus 8 pounds of other AP weight.

Right now my only complaint is heat but that's life.

I'm so enjoying seeing you around again! When I started here I was mid-horrible episode and so were you and I remember that even though you were manic and I was mixed I wasn't alone in being so messed up.