To the op, I admire you for doing what you do. I think one of the suggestions about becoming a peer counselor is a good idea if you're not currently satisfied with what you are doing. I am a teacher and also volunteer at the Red Cross. What you do as a job should not define who you are. How you act and what you say should matter more. Some people are impressed by other people's titles and job. But, what is important is how they treat you and others.