Yes, I am all alone too and need help. But, I agree with Deejay that if you can't find help, then you must help yourself as a priority. Thus, don't drink alcohol and abuse yourself all alone. If nobody is there for you like me, you will realize you are truly alone and need to care for yourself because no one else will. I am all alone in a foreign country. I do everything alone except meeting people. It is hard to do all things by yourself. However, if I did not help myself, I think I have no option but to fade away. I can't move back to my parents' house because they won't accept me. I have no friends nor family here. I truly understand your feelings about nobody wanting to help you. But, you must find it within yourself to make the right choices and not hurt yourself first. Nobody wants to be with others who are needy and always dependent on them for help except for babies and children. If you are an adult, please make do with what you have for now and help yourself to the best of your ability. If this means changing your therapist, then do it. If this means, finding a support group near you, then do it. If this means, taking your medication daily, then do it. There are many things you can do in your capacity if you need to find help some place somewhere.