I have Bipolar I with mixed episodes. They are very difficult.

My only advice is that if you get to feeling bad, call the psych. ER or go in. I will often try to tough it out, when later, my pdoc tells me I should've gone in or called.
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Qui Cantat Bis Orat - He who sings prays twice
Ingrezza 80 mg
Propranolol 40 mg
Benztropine 1 mg
Vraylar 4.5 mg

Gabapentin 600 mg
Klonopin 1 mg 2x daily