I just want to add that I hope you didn’t think I was implying that your faith is delusional! I didn’t mean that all, that is just what happened to me. I was casting out demons, literally hearing the Lord instruct me to do things that were illogical and sometimes dangerous, believing I was chosen and that every prayer I prayed would be answered exactly as I prayed (even commanding Jesus’ return) etc, etc. It became freightening before it became better. Anyway, with your previous post, I just want to make sure you didn’t think I was trying to belittle your faith. I am glad you have been able to cling to it during all of these trials!