Thanks a lot. I appreciate it.
I probably should mention that I found out just a couple days ago that one of our PM's turned in notice because of the stress and overload. He's a good guy. I don't PM anymore. In my line of work, PM roles are executed differently than when that was my gig.
Long story short, I got an email Monday am from my boss inquiring if I would be opposed to "picking up" some PM and Coordinator responsibilities. I was flattered, but curious as to why, but his email saide something along the lines of "...due to changing needs of the company....", which totally pushes my "CLP cares" button. I didn't want to just respond negatively, as the man just re-hired me.
Then a couple days ago when I found out by chance that the PM turned in notice, the only thing I could think of was the last PTSD episode I had from a job I had last year in which it was proven that they hired me for a postiion I wanted, but they just wanted me in the door to head up some other group in the role I was leaving to join them. Just that the way they did it was by pulling on my heart-strings.
UGGGHHH
I jsut don't have much trust right now. I want to concentrate on me, and I don't want to jeopardize this job. I really need it. I am the only income...sick or not. Of course they don't know that.
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Somewhere between "what's the point?", "HELP ME!!", and "Take courage, for I [Jesus] am with you..."
Diagnosis: MDD, GAD, PTSD, Bipolar NOS
Med: Divalproex DR 500mg, Seroquel 50mg, Wellbutrin SR 100mg
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