*sigh* so yesterday was valentine's day..yeah i bet i'm not the only one who had a bad day...but what made mine bad was this (1) my dad never said happy vday to me (2) my dad called me a brat for no reason (3) my gpa moved in with us and that puts stress on my parents..then they put that on me (4) the valentine card i gave to my "crush" got thrown out by him (5) i lost control of my ED...i have been binging and cant seem to stop!!!! (6) my dad said he was gonna shoot my horse.... I'm just so tired of everything....its time for either it or me to end....thinking me....i'm nothing but trouble to people....i'm too much for my parents....not enough for a guy...i'm just done living