Oh, Sweetpea!! It takes work and time to get through those pains as best we can. You might need to write more letters to get as much of it out as you possibly can. When you no longer feel the need to cry or be so upset, you might have resolved it as best you can. Just, please, don't do anything where you could get hurt. Adding to your problems now will not help.

I hear you though, I have that feeling too. I want to say to them that I know what really went on and that they will never abuse me, bully me or hurt me ever again. Plus, I fantasize about them being on Dr. Phil and him giving them verbal beatings about their horrid behavior.

Take care of you, babes! xoxox