Spent most of the day extremely hungover from the family bbq 😫 I did not mean to drink as much as I did. But oh well, I had a great time.

I went out to dinner with my boyfriend. We mutually decided it was time for him to meet my son. It went very well. My son is a very personable child so most people like him right away. And my boyfriend is great with kids. So He and my son got along very well. I’m glad. It feels like our relationship is progressing. Next step is introducing him to the rest of my family. He also introduced me to two of his friends tonight so there’s that.

I am withdrawing from nicotine and it’s hell. I want to smoke or vape so badly but I want this monkey off my back. It’s expensive and unhealthy. People think the vaping isn’t as unhealthy but it’s really hard to say as not enough research has been done. So I want to be proactive before all the research comes out saying it’s just as bad as smoking. I just have to grit my teeth and power through. If I made it through a hospitalization without smoking I can surely make it through regular stable life.