Hello Skull&Crossbones. Real sorry you find yourself in such a psychological/emotional type of predicament, yes, it can be a cold world sometimes. Maybe it's more a case of finding just one or two friends who are on the same page as you, as opposed to finding a tribe to be part of? Because from there, you and friends can begin to enjoy branching out or doing things together etc. Mind you, even finding that one or two people, as you've mentioned, can be like searching for a needle in a haystack sometimes.