I've had a very recent breakup from a five year relationship. One that I would deem good, even with this end. We both still love each other, though he is no longer in love with me. I'm still in love with him. More than anything, I need my best friend and that's also him. It's literally only been a few days since we broke up. But I don't want this to be some conventional breakup because it wasn't a conventional relationship. I still want us to be friends. And yes, a part of me strongly wants more than that. Regardless, I've already started talking to him tonight like we're just a couple of best friends. It hurts, but I want to do it. I need to do it.

Please tell me I didn't **** up here. This is my first time visiting this side of PC, so I don't really know what else to say.