I live in fear of losing my job a lot. I have been working for 12 years at where I am now. That's the longest I have ever lasted in a job. I know of people who have worked in a place longer than I have who had been let go. It really sucks. I would be so lost if I were to ever lose my job.

You said that you got a package. I would guess that it's some kind severance pay? If so and the place was toxic, then it's a blessing to move on. I know how hard it is to be displaced and have your feelings hurt. That has happened to me in the past.

I hope and pray that you will get something better. Had an ideal job one time and thought I could never get anything better. I lost that job and didn't see it coming. Well, later on, I did!