Hi, I don't know where to put this exactly, but I needed to get this off my chest. When I was younger (around 2-4) my mom would send me to a nanny's house for the day. I remember going through two nannies, one of them having severe OCD as I later found out. I don't know which one it was who did this, but I have a vague memory of laying on my back and getting hit with a long wooden object. I also think my shirt was off, which is definitely odd. I remember I told my Godfather at the time about this maybe a month or two later, but he told me she only hit the counter with a wooden spoon. (he was never there with us, even then i felt weird about it). Anyways, after that I remember, also vaguely, or her hitting the counter but I only remembered this AFTER he told me. There were other kids at the house too, but I don't remember the nanny doing this to anybody else. Only recently has this memory been brought back and the whole situation sits with me wrong. I'm a bit of a hypochondriac, but I have some symptoms of trauma-related disorders, but I have no idea if this actually happened, or if there was more to it. I'm going through a depressive episode and those memories usually come back during times like these, plus some people from my life i want to forget are showing up in my life again so I'm just really scared.