Hey guys just a vent and a search for positivity, lately my squizofrenic triggered crisis are getting bad. I'm posting here becouse one of the triggers is depression, I feel like crap. Everything was great for a couple of days. By great I mean the routine was OK. But out of the nowhere I started crying for no reason. I acted irrational and irratic. "The crazy boy is back again" they say around town. I don't care I will fight back(depressive mood, negativity). I also unfortunately was born with feelings, and the laughing tease I get from girls hurts me. But this isn't about them is about me. Today I have therapy and after some work I hope to get some tools on how to better myself. **** depression!