I am back from my walk...I don't need the valium now...and I don't want more coffee....and it is too early for wine...I drink wine every day...I know you are not
supposed to use alcohol when taking celexa..but I do it....

my church friends would say that I am a sinner...
my friend that just died would call them mistakes...
I am now saying I did some things that I regret..
I am an OK guy...the biggest thing that hit me was MENTAL ILLNESS..
most people out there in the real world don't understand what happens..

for my own wellbeing---------------------
I probably should have never gotten married..
I probably should have never had kids..
I had no idea what was going to happen to me---2 more breakdowns..
but now I am dealing with the present...I am married and have kids
AND I AM VERY OLD...

my message today-----MENTAL ILLNESS is very real...there is hope..but
it can be very very difficult to deal with...we are all VERY COURAGEOUS...