My parents said that I will stay in therapy until the therapist thinks I am better... They are looking for a new house now and new jobs.. both of them have been with the same company for over 10 years... I feel like everything is forced to change because of me.. it doesn't seem fair...

I was sitting in a session with him and while he was talking I kind of just "slipped away" into a daydream.. I panicked when he touched my shoulder to get my attention... I just fell to the ground and screamed... he said that I got up and just started walking to the window not paying attention... he said that I might have PTSD, Flashbacks, Depression, and Dissociation...

I feel so broken.. I can't control my mind anymore... I can't focus.. It's scary...