I'm very tempted, the more I think about it, to take the meds and keep telling the doctor every time I see him to up it. Loss of IQ? That sucks, Gus. (((Gus))). For me, I don't care about that, though. I'm pretty much a second-class citizen/ward of the state, so I can't do another 25 years alone.

I know once I start, I won't stop because I'm too obstinate. That's what scares me, and why I haven't gone to get the prescription yet. It's soooo tempting, though...