I was looking at doggos to adopt and found one I like, but for all the talk about adoption and how there's so many dogs, it's like a dog lottery. Well, you can't win if you don't play...*sigh*

I think I'm going to just wait and see about this guy first; part of the problem is I think I've held on to my anger so long because I always get pissed off with myself, and that anger at myself (which is really just self-loathing) fuels my paranoia, I think.