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Ive always felt weird. Not in a "omg youre funny" type of way. In an unnatural abnormal way. I struggle with depression, a form of ocd, and anxiety. Ive always had a pretty good handle on all of these things, but every now and again I slip and have a breakdown. Today was one of those days, and I just needed someone to tell. Ibarely have any friends. Im the quiet type and people think something must be wrong with me I guess. Im married, with baby number 2 on the way and those things make me happier than ever, but its way more complex than that. Im out on maternity leave, hubby works a lot and I feel useless, ugly, and unwanted. I just need to know that Im not alone :/ ive been trying to find a new counselor so fingers crossed I can soon. Id go into more of why I feel how I do but I have trouble putting my thoughts into words, plus its a lot to type. But thank you for reading....
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