I have an anxiety disorder and my anxiety is through the roof over my new job. I cannot stand it. It's so hard for me-- every aspect of this position is hard for me right now. The learning curve is steep, I am learning how to work in an office setting again, an open floor plan no less, and how to be around people again professionally. I feel awkward and uncomfortable. That being said, I handed in my first project and was told it was fantastic, so there's that.