Dear Walk_Alone --

Please do everything you can to consult with a physician. My parents were very old-fashioned and strict, so I understand how challenging it can be to get parents to listen.

I think that it is very important that you acknowledge your feelings -- even if your parents do not -- and get help.

(((((((((Walk_Alone)))))))

Please do not feel so alone and come back here as often as you need to.