Hello BorderlineBabe: Since this is your first post here on PC... welcome to PsychCentral! I hope you find PC to be of benefit.

I see you posted this in the BPD forum. One other forum that may be of interest would be the relationships & communication forum. Here's a link:

https://forums.psychcentral.com/rela...communication/

You also mentioned having narcolepsy. Here's a link to the sleep issues forum:

https://forums.psychcentral.com/slee...nterpretation/

Here's a link to an article, from PsychCentral's archives, on the subject of living with BPD:

https://psychcentral.com/disorders/b...ng-with/?all=1

And then here are links to some other articles you may find to be of interest:

https://psychcentral.com/blog/when-you-feel-lost/

https://psychcentral.com/blog/feelin...g-opportunity/

https://psychcentral.com/blog/so-you...-never-expect/

One thing I always like to mention to new members who write they're looking to make friends or find a sense of community, here on PC, is that things tend to move quickly here. Sometimes it can take a bit of time to become known. But there is a lot of support that can be available here. The more you post, & reply to other members' posts, the more a part of the community you will become. Plus there are the chat rooms where, once your first 5 posts have been reviewed & approved, you'll have the opportunity to interact with other members in real time. Here's a link to the community calendar:

https://forums.psychcentral.com/calendar.php

So please keep posting! My best wishes to you...