My session today:

We talked about all sorts of stuff...But mostly the people I hang out with, how I basically just got rejected by one of my "friends", and how I find it very difficult to be vulnerable and open with people which makes it really hard to become close with them.

It was pretty good. There were some times that I really wished I could leave because I really didn't feel like talking, but, that's OK.

On Monday I'm going to see my doctor for an evaluation for medication. I'm still not sure how I feel about that.