free- that makes a lot of sense. i opsted around here somewhere that my new t accidently tripped on the censoring mechanism within and threw the whole system in to upheaval complete with a major depressive episode and SI and the whole bit (lasted only 4 days, but still). So day 5 i can say i'm back to where i was post mess up. but starting to wonder if "DID therapy" like you say, is possible or even realistic. "pain management" or case management makes more sense. i kind of feel like t is trying to put out a huge oil-burning fire with water and creating more little fires... or even not dealing with the extra little fires; anxiety, depression, panic attacks... and maybe those are what she should focus on instead of DID. i need to tell her that. when i first met her she said to me "Kiya, I really think I can help you". I wonder if she "bit off more than she can chew" with me.

Free - i am glad you got your t back and got your son to see someone else. =) that seems like a step forward... so does the resetting of the goals.
hugs, kiya