i don,t know how to start or where to start about myself,when i was a 10 years old girl i was raised in another family since my real mom gave me away at that age,the place i was raised in i was the only child and stepdad was all ways gone.my abuse with my stepmom started when i was watching her doing her yoga i used to watch her everyday doing her yoga.i could remember what she wore on all sheer dark tan tights with a leotard suit and i wore on the same outfits as she did cause i done some yoga with her also thats when it all started she would slap me and pull my hair and use me as her toy doll pushing my face in between her thighs and forcing me to lick between her thighs with her outfits on sit on my face and smother me there and ride my face with her outfits on and that would hurt so bad i tried screaming so hard and cried but no use she would to that to me 2 to 3 times a day with her outfits she was a bdsm woman she loved being fetish.and i,m 55 years old and still don,t understand why she done that to me and never will either both my step parents are dead.