After a fabulous Fourth of July, I’m not feeling well at all today. I’m extremely irritable and down. I’m not okay with where my life is. I’m not okay with how I’ve been maintaining basic duties. I’m not okay with family and friend relationships. I’m not sure I have the energy nor focus to fix all of this. I want to cry, but I’m too pissy. I want to be left alone. That’s not happening. I’m going to clean my kitchen now.