The earth could be on the verge of destruction , the second coming happens and I missed it …

no problem … cool and calm …

forget a password and the anger becomes so great I could drive a car thru a wall …

I had forgotten how thin my veneer is … how easy it can all go to pot …

the little things have always been my weakness … settling down now but for a while just stay out of my way …

this is why I spend all my time trying to avoid any stress or confrontation … kinda scary for the wife to experience …

but I made it this time with no xanex … and not lashing out at anyone … getting better …

I guess the meds are having some effect … the anger still flares up but I am in a place with

the meds to handle it in a non violent way … not even turning the anger on my self …

for me this is a success … may not seem like much to you but for me it is a real win …