Thank you guys. I'm laying in bed because my husband asked me to go to bed with him. I tried to get my nephew setup with school but we got nowhere. My sister came over and we got pizza and wings. She's having a rough time but my son won't even talk to her. As soon as she stepped in the house he anounced he had homework and bounced. I hope he can get over his anger towards her. He didn't even play a board game and I know that he was excited to do that. We pick up our car tomorrow. I just wish I could sit down and cry or something just to release this pressure in me. Maybe I should call pnurse and tell her and see what she says. I don't even know what to say though. I mean how do you explain your thoughts when they're all over the place. It's like I can be okay one minute and not the next. I still want to harm myself but I'm going to sleep instead.