I'm struggling to get the healthy voice to sound a bit louder when the ed voice is so loud at the moment. Only a couple of pounds more to go it says. I've reached my original goal weight but it's never enough is it. Ive forgotten how suttle it can be. From my previous battle with ed I remembered always feeling fat. It's not like that this time. I know I'm not fat but just feel like I could love my body if I could drop just a tiny bit. Just a tiny bit more and then I'll stop. Yeah, right. I'm really hoping my therapy will have some good tools for dealing with this. Sorry all of you have to struggle with this horrible illness too. Hate our looks obsessed culture and hate ed!!