For me it has been almost 14 years since my husband died he passed away on July 29 and two years ago my dad died on July 30.My husband was very sick he was only 51 when he died he had parkinsons desease.He died right in front of me it was just plain awful.I often talk to him .I loved him so much I had two children with him I feel so bad because my two grandchildren never had a chance to meet him.It is so hard for me