I know the thing about victim-blaming it's not socially acceptable for obvious reasons because nobody who's not sadistic wants to make others feel revictimized. At the same time however, it's true that I did bring on a lot of my mistreatment on myself because of my attention-seeking. It's an honest fact TBH. Yeah, I did not deserve it, but also all of it was really an overblown reaction to my attention-seeking.