My husband quit his job and hasn't made much of an effort to get a new one. All he does is lay around here all day...not lifting a finger or doing anything with his kids.

I in the mean time have taken on two part time jobs, still have full time college and come home and take care of the kids and house since my husband won't do %#@&#!. I told him I won't tolerate a worthless man not taking care of his family...he seems to not care, I think he's depressed but when it comes down to survival and feeding your kids I don't give a %#@&#! how depressed you are...get over it.

I've been very stressed...I feel like flipping out all the time, crying...just bursting. I can't handle all of this. I'm not sure what to do but all I know is we're very close to losing a lot here...our apartment, utilities....food.

Although I have major pride issues I tried to apply for food stamps and did not qualify. Working people can starve for all they care!...don't make no damn sense to me.

And to make it all worse I am scheduled for both jobs Monday morning then I have class all night...till 10 pm. So, I have to either call one and ask for a reschedule, or sacrifice one, and not see my kids one single time that day.

Sorry for ranting....but I'm on thre verge of a nervous breakdown here and nobody understands on this end.