I'm 19 year old boy and I'm really confused about muy sexual orientation right now.
When I was 12 or so I realized that I felt sexualy attracted to other boys but not to any girl. At the time I wasn't really comfortable with the idea of being gay but now I have learned to accept myself.
So, the problem is, now that l'm really accepting my homosexuallity, I've been fantasizing about making out with girls which it's quite shocking and new for me. But thats's not it: I have also noticed that I have never really felt attracted to another guy in a romantic way, in fact, I have probably been attracted to girls romantically but, at that time, I thought it was just friendship. In addition, many times I rather watch straight porn than gay porn (although I focus on the guy)
So I'm wondering if I'm bisexual or just some kind of repressed straight guy (if that makes any sense)
Or maybe I'm just paranoid and these fantasies don't really mean anything.
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