Candor I am sorry you are struggling at thie time. You should still go to ths Hospital since you are in crisis at thie time. Your Dr should have someone on call while they are on vacation, and the hospital will be able to get ahold of that person when you go to the hospital, to determine what you need to do at thei time. the hospital may Not admit you, but they can at least get ahold of someone to help you adjust your meds or to see you while you are in crisis. I hope things get better for you soon Candor, but I tryuly think going to the hospital is the best solution to your problems at this time. Soidhonia