esthersvirtue
If you can pull all your believes together into one let that grow . I grew up going to church. Spent alot of time there. Just because someone has a bumper sticker saying they believe does not mean they do for real.imo Its in their actions.....and how they treat other ppl.....God in my eyes wants us to care for each other....
"I do not mean that to you" God imo is everywhere, the mountains , the ocean, in animals. In your heart....In ppl you meet on the street. Does not have to always have to be in a church.
There are bits and pieces of him everywhere. A strong force. A guiding force, a kind force, a forgiving one. God is not mad at you.
I believe god loves us all and wants the best for us.
I think god gives us god breezes. So to speak. They may be a few words said by someone or a message he sends. Listening can be hard, as I know. Sometimes you have to stand real still and listen.
I have always said to myself when something goes wrong or i am confused "god are you sure this is my life and this is what you want" a small little voice comes back to me yup this is what i want...
It may take awhile but the answer comes.
So if you can believe me and know god is not mad at you.........You will find your way down the path he wants you to go.
Hope this helps.....
just the sheep's thoughts