I hear things, I see things that aren't there. I jump from one disillusion to another in a manner of weeks. This has been going on for two years now and it just keeps getting worse and worse. I relized how bad it was when the other night in the shower I curled up in a ball and started crying because I was convinced that someone was waiting on the other side of the shower curtain to kill me. I'm tired all the time because I stay up all night arguing with myself and thinking. I'm so unfocused at school because I'm trying my hardest not to blank out or show any signs that something is wrong. I'm convinced that everyone is out to get me and that my parents can see and hear everything I do to the point I hardly talk to myself in my room becase I am conviced they have microphones in there. My grades are slipping and I don't know how I'll survive in college if things keep progressing the way they do. I can't keep living like this I am so allinated from everyone and afriad of everything. I just want to get better and quite hearing theses damn voices. I just want to be able to tell what is real and what isn't I just don't know where to turn for help or how to let people know I need help. Anyone have any suggestions???