Doing okay today. Some of the worst irritability has subsided. I also went to my acupuncturist today. He has helped me in the past with my hormones/moods/pain so hoping he will be able to help straighten me out a little. I mean, I do feel a little better today afterwards but could be a coincidence. Also, I got a job offer today for a job I interviewed for via Skype yesterday. I felt terrible yesterday so no idea how I did well with the interview honestly. Self destructive and impulsive thoughts continue, though. They seem here to stay for now and I am trying my best to stay on top of them and not do anything I would regret. I am on the therapeutic dose of Lamictal for 2 days now, so we'll see soon if it will help...