That i am so sick and tired of people treating me like crap. I am tired of friends stabbing me in the back, tired of people jumping to conclusions, tired of people not listening, not hearing, not accepting, not caring. I cant do anymore then i am doing now. I am tired of feeling like everything i do is wrong and even when i try my hardest its not good enough. I am sick of rude selfish mean comments about me. I am sick of being made to feel like i dont matter and that i am not important enough. I am done with saying "they dont mean it" "i forgive you" and most importantly i am so done with "sorry" because I AM NOT SORRY OKAY GET THAT IN YOUR HEAD. I AM NOT SORRY. IM NOT IM NOT IM NOT! I am tired of being the one to fix things, i refuse to this time. And you know what else I'm not just willing to say i forgive you either. If you are truly sorry i need you to prove it! I am worth more then you make me feel i am and for some reason i felt like saying it today. I dont know what has gotten into me but i'm done with the dramtic crap. I'm sorry if something doesnt go your way but does that give you the right to take it out on me or to just accuse me of things. I dont think so. So okay thats all.. but one more thing this isnt directed at one person just so someone doesnt think this is to them and feel offended. I have a specific three people in my head i am writting this to/about so dont worry its mainly one person i wish could read this though..