I'm holding stable for 2 months now although my pdoc says especially 3 weeks.

This week I see my therapist and then he leaves 2 days later for vacation. My mom leaves 2 days after that for vacation and my sister leaves about the same time. That's my support system all away.

I'm really anxious about this. Last year when my mom went on vacation I nearly ended up hospitalized with hallucinations and concerned my therapist enough he called me at home on his days off to check on me, something he has never done in 12 years of therapy. Summers, this one so far excepted, can be really hard for me and it's hard trust stability when it is the first time ever.

I'm so glad I have the appointment Monday but am finding this really stressful.