I feel it getting worse and my poor partner is trying help... ok feel like I'm unleashing everything on her... yeah she does little things wrong but dont all we human? I feel like this condition gets worse the older one gets... anybody know if this has merit? I was told that males in my family go "crazy" around the age on 30... (this is told by my mom and my family is from indigionouse Mexico were in sure they didn't know about bipolar). I've never felt normal but I'm really feeling my grasp loosen in my older age.... uhg.. is it ok for me to ramble like this on here?