little turtle, I could have become one if I weren't crazy myself. "It's doable" unless your parents are truly against you. This thread is more of a 'soar grapes' type of thread.

After all, my doctor didn't help me, why in the **** should I call him my colleague? I am dying here due to family issues, even my neighbors are going crazy, and yet they don't do anything about it. Like ,for god's sake, at least diagnose them and give them appropriate meds. I am the fool for telling them their biazzare ways are wrong.

I am almost eighteen and I cannot even ride a bicycle. I have developmental disorders. I don't know how to behave in public. My doctor just pushes meds and ignores me, telling me white lies it's better for me to continue my education. For all means, **** medicine. Why in the hell should I try to make others lives better when I cannot speak in an understandable manner? What will I achieve? Isn't it just my fault that I care for people I don't know existence of more than money? Shouldn't those healthy kids who live in three-stored house have more of a right to medicine degree than I, because I come from a dysfunctional family?