And what's even more sad is that because of my memory issues, nobody thinks I will achieve anything in my life. That includes my doctors. My teachers. They tell me to not stress myself. Why? Aren't I brilliant? Why should I be recognized as a dumb student because my parents screwed up parenting?

Desire2006, in my tuition, there were teachers who wouldn't take me seriously when I asked them questions related to my future. They'd just make a joke or two and dismiss it. I cannot go in detail, but they would just sometimes feel bad for me and tell me "you can do it." So I decided to end my own life, couldn't, psych doc was smart enough to change medications before I tried. So what do I do with my life now?