(((( hugs )))) Yes... so much you said... right on target for me...

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Recently my therapist said that when I first started going to her, she did not realize just how much stuff we had to plow through (We are so good at hiding and keeping secrets). On top of that, my living situation is still often precarious. But though we all have so much on our plates, I do believe things can get better if we have the desire for it to get better.

Often my capability is not where I want it to be, but I do desire for things to be different.

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Everything changes daily; capabilities, desires, abilities to understand what i'm dealing with, wanting to get through.
I think my t is also at that point now of just figuring out how much this is going to take. I also don't know if i'll see "full healing", but i really want to get there in the end. Get there before the end gets me, as it were. Somedays i do better at keeping up the struggle. Today i am resting and watching it from afar. tomorrow my outlook will probably be different.
thanks for the comments!
kiya