My brother went into a rage when driving home from northern Wisconsin for 4th of July week. It was just me and him in the car. I said I didn't want to go on vacation with him again because of his anger and he blew up. First he said "going on vacation with me is the only thing you have to look forward to. You have no friends and no job." Then I told him I didn't have time to deal with this because of my anxiety and ptsd from being raped. He then said "you were asking for it. Sleeping around with so many men like a *****." I started having a panic attack and he started swerving around the road and punching the steering wheel. I have rarely slept around. He does with women all the time. He is a financial advisor and he is involved in real estate. He's a total sociopath and I don't know why I ever decided to ride with him. He once beat up a down syndrome kid when he was in high school. He's pure evil and I have venom for him now. I never ever want to see him again and will never forgive him. I've been crying the last couple days. My life feels so terrible right now. I can't think straight, I'm angry, I'm depressed. I've never felt so hurt in my life.