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Originally Posted by emptynightmare
The only time I ever said it to someone I was so out of it from depression that I can't remember how it went.
Other times, I've said lightly, "Oh, I want to die," but it is not taken seriously, and only as a form of expression, which is good.
May I ask what you hope to achieve by telling the person you care about? I'm not hoping to discourage you from telling them.
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I am not entirely sure, at this moment, what I hope to achieve. I just feel like if I get it out in the open, the thoughts might lessen; or at least the intensity might lessen. It's almost like these thoughts are more "alluring" because no one knows about it. It's like the underage child that is more attracted to "smoking" because he is underage and hiding it is mysterious. I know that is a terrible analogy, but it's something like that.