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Originally Posted by StarGazer28
Since I got some responses, I will finish the story. Since then, I have had very little appetite. Not that I am "intentionally" trying not to eat, but I am definitely not trying to overcome it either. I am thinking inside, "Well, maybe this will kill me after a while"... I suppose in some ways I am exacerbating the loss-of-appetite with these feelings. I don't know.
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I have done just the opposite. I have been trying to eat myself to death. I've got my blood pressure so out of whack I'm on 7 meds and still uncontrolled. I now see a cardiologist on a regular basis. I had to just get a CPAP and my lungs are a mess. I figure if I eat myself to death it's not suicide right.