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Hope your hanging in there OK today. Just wanted you to know I'm sending you good vibes.When I read your last post, I can appreciate your confusion. With all that you have been through with him, it is probably good that you can still see some good qualities in him and able to see his problems as an illness. This shows that you are strong but still human.
Having said that I hope you can be kind and compassionate without slipping into a position where you sacrifice yourself. I hope you can remember that you deserve to be treated with respect and kindness too. I hope you are frequently visiting your Rights thread and reading each one of them over and over again. While you are helping him, insist that he help himself too and treat you like a human being.
I hope all is going OK this weekend and you are reading this thread and saying yeah...yeah...yeah I know all this crap McKell.